Hello from FTM UK

Hi Buck,
For a while now, I've been thinking about emailing you but I know how busy you are. But today I thought fuck it! Better off out my system and to share my story. Please don't worry, it's a good email :)
I have always admired you as a person. You do so much for people who are transgendered, who are gay/lesbian/bisexual and also for other charities and causes. A bit about myself. I'm 24, living in Brighton, UK. My dad is gay and I've known this since I was 12. Even though my parents are no longer together, they are still the best of friends and they are actually closer now then they were when they were still living together. My dad isn't open about his sexuality as his side of the family disagree with it and no one in his side of the family know. Yet now, he introduces his friends to my mum and my mum loves that! Myself and my sister have always been raised and told to accept people as their are, not what their are. And I still believe that. Especially now that I love in Brighton, which is known as UK's gay capital, I have met so many great and wonderful people and that's why I love Brighton (if you haven't been here, you definitely should in your next UK trip! You would love it and you will be greatly welcomed!).
My point in sharing my story and wanting to email you is to thank you personally for what you have done and continue to do. I have watched your films and some of them are quite naughty ;) I love all of your work - whether it's your films, photoshoots, media and press but also what you do for human rights and also animal rights. Not many people do that as a whole and you do such a great job of it.
Again, I hope you don't mind me emailing you as I know you're a busy man but like I said, I've always wanted to email you at some point and today is the day.
Thanks for everything you do darling.
Much love,

Greetings from Spain Buck!

Hi Buck! How are you? My congratulations for your wonderful website and your movies! Could I ask you a question? I'm a bisexual boy (23 years old) from Seville (Spain) I was wondering if you are "available" 4 real sexual contacts too. It would be a dream 4 me to make real sex with you but I understand I'm far far away from you and there could be complications... I wait 4 your response! Thank you so much and sorry If I disturbed you... byeeeeeeeeee

Greetings Buck from Winnipeg

Carlos here. Hope things are going really well for you. I
don't think I have yet congratulated you on your AVN Award so
Congratulations!!! I'm absolutely proud and thrilled for you.

Buck, I have a question for you Sir. My very masculine leather
Daddy (who is gay identified) is working through his issues of
me being a gay transman. Like you, I'm very comfortable with my
pussy as I see it as masculine and male as any other part of me.
To help him along, I told him to pick up your movie Cirque Noir
and he finally watched it 2 days ago. He was completely
overwhelmed with what he saw (he's never seen my pussy since
we've been involved) and blown away. Seeing you just added
another dimension to our relationship and I've encouraged him to
visit your site. I want to share what he wrote me:

"I watched CIRQUE NOIR. I found it and sat through the hole
thing. I'm feeling like I have missed something and not sure
what it is.

The over all film is great. Buck Angel. Lets just say that
problem no longer exists. I got very hard watching the last two
scenes with Buck Angel in them.

I'm so proud that you have someone like Buck to look up to.

Your Daddy feels very.... not sure right now. I'm stuck on
WOW!!!!"

Anyhow, my question is whether it would be okay if he contacted
you to ask you a few questions. He asked me to contact you
about that. Where he is located (east shores of Canada), it's
very isolating with very few people to share his thoughts with
regarding us dudes who are proud of their pussies. The other
transguys he knows hates their body, which I understand, so they
are not very good examples. Plus since you're both leathermen,
he won't have to do a lot of explaining about our leather family
lifestyle.

Let me know your thoughts. I appreciate you taking the time to
read my email. Have a good one.

WOOF!
Carlos

Gotta Say Wow!

Where does one start with an email like this!? Honestly I am somewhat in shock and don't quite know where i even found information about you on the internet at all! To start, about myself, I am a straight female who was lucky enough to be born with the body i would have chose for myself (as in female born female). I acctually don't exactly "frown" at the porn industry, except that I don't believe a person in a relationship should feel the need for it. Maybe i should say if I myself am in a happy and sexually fulfilling relationship I myself do not even like looking at other people and am not sexually stimulated by anyone but my partner, and believe i should be more than enough for my partner also.... and so don't like porn if i find my partner in a lie to me after they said they agree with the "no porn rule".

Ok maybe I'm rambling. Porn is for some not for all, and I can be conflicted by my feelings towards it. What my whole point in emailing you was that i acctually think its quite an amazing accomplishment you have made. I would never enjoy the work you're doing for myself, sexually it would turn me off honestly, but you are the first man with a vagina to be famous enough that even a straight woman who doesn't look at porn has found out about you! I think that even if some people see moral issues involved in this, you're only trying to bring enjoyment to people, and recognition that men CAN exist even if they lack a penis or were even born without one or in your case born with a vagina! The fact that you are also an american, maybe you can effect a change in that sometimes closeminded country in their views on who is male or female (such as how some states require removal of female sex organs which is in my opinion close to torture at this time for some persons who wish to be recognized as male.... at least until the technology is greatly improved).

Again just good job on what you're doing, and most especially in that you are making yourself happy. It might not mean alot from some random stranger, but maybe just the fact that i am a female born female, totally straight (even if i wanted to be lesbian to make things easier im very much not attracted to females), and raised in a not always open minded part of the world (Southern Ontario Canada), maybe this fact might be a nice little boost to your ego that people who chose completely different lifestyles than you can see the good in what you are doing. I hope it helps since i have seen how people who chose the same lifestyle as you may nay-say.

I'd love to get a reply from you if at all possible. If not im just hopeful you acctually read this and at least sends positive feelings.

Best of luck in all your future

FTM to FTM

Hey, Buck,


I saw a bit about you on the TransitionalMale site, and I wasn't really happy with some of the negative comments you were getting. I thought they were really unfair. I decided to visit your site and learn more, and while I can't really say I'm a fan of your work (just not my sort of thing), I want to say that I am a fan of yours. I think that you've got a lot of guts to be doing what you're doing and leaving yourself open to criticism like you are. But I agree with you that there never has been anyone out there representing us and our sexuality the way you do. I watched your Q&A on your site today, and I think you really summed it up perfectly when you said it's not just about what's between your legs. I think that what you're doing is going to help show other ftms (and non-trans people, too) the same thing, and that can't be anything but helpful. Don't listen to anyone who tells you different.

FTM Kish

Dear Buck,

My name is Kish Khan.

I'm pleased to hear of your success in this new dimension of porn.

I am a 26th years old transman of British Asian. I've got beige skin. I have done massage and escort work in the past but since my scars and experiencing very long delays on the NHS I haven't been able to continue my work.

I had my first stage phalloplasty but not my second stage. No balls and still have my pussy.

My doctor has referred me to plastic surgeon regarding the scars on my stomach, but it could take a while.

I am writing to you because I am interested in working in porn with you. Could please let me know if you are interested and, if so, how many trans guys are already working with you?


I have been waiting for a long time for my operation but also would like to get on with my life and this possible opportunity you talk about in your website.


Please feel free to ask me any questions

I am eager to know what direction to take at this point in my life and also if we could be any mutual benefit to each other

Regards,

Kish

From a fan!

Mr. Angel, I just found out about you and I have to say, you've opened my eyes to something I was never sure could be... I could go on but that would be silly. I just wanted to bestow my praise and adoration upon you and ask a question or two, which I will understand completely if you don't/can't answer. Did you experience any negative effects from the process you went through to be yourself, such as side effects or problems? Also, how had you legal status changed (did your gender change legally or would it have to be?) I ask because I am married and would be afraid of voiding that, unless of course I found a loop hole?.. I digress though, clearly these are things I need to research for myself but I wanted some words of wisdom from someone as accomplished as you.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and have a great day!

Friendly letter from Russia

Greetings from Russia

Dear Buck Angel!

With greater interest I have looked your remarkable sites. You well done! You have made yourself in the best kind. I can envy only.
Let’s give we shall get acquainted, and may be we’ll become friends or partners?
My name is Yuri. I’m a transgender man (bisexual man which dreams to look so as you). I’m married. My wife - Valentine - all knows and understands.
I live in the Volga region (Russia) - in the country where criminal dictatorship corrects. Therefore, that is connected with sexual desires and aspirations, here it is very difficult to realize much. Before I not bad cooperated with «Boy’s own» of Stephen Whittle (UK), with «Touchstone» (Bristol, UK), with «Transformation» magazine (USA), etc. But, unfortunately, I have connections with many persons: 4 years I was in constant travels on the country.
Certainly, if in Russia there was other conditions and other authority, you could be here, as «the first guy». I would assist to generate here for you good image. It is the quite good market. I hope, that times will change soon.
Now about myself a little.
I am a professional journalist (the former military journalist), the writer, the poet-satirist, a scripwriter, the actor of a colloquial genre, the expert on advertising and carrying out of show-programs; and also - the cartoonist and the schedule.
I attach some my author’s charge, graphic works and cartoons (as example) to the letter.
I search for good friends and producers in other countries with which it is possible to do great affairs.
Whether there can be I useful to you and your command? As the cartoonist and the schedule, I can draw series of pictures, which will decorate your sites, offices, a background in video films. As a scripwriter, I can write some scripts of films, with use of my, foreign sight at things which can become popular. It (for example), «Buck Angel in a bath», «Adventures in army», «the Trance magic in prison». Something can be taken from my monography «History of eunuchs», etc.
Please, answer, if I am more interesting to you. There can be I can be useful partners for someone from your partners and friends?
Once again I wish to tell, that you the good fellow, the fine guy!
I wish you all the best.
I’m looking forward to your reply.
The best regards to all your friends and company.

Fan Poem

***Beautiful***

He is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue

His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about him is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
His soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
His smile is the smile of lost innocence.

Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at him and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within him.

He is beauty as I defined it,
He is perfect, his imperfections make him so.
He is my best friend, and I love him,
I love him although, not because.

And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold his beauty within me,
For he is everything in this world,
And I have found a world in him.

Facebook Transman

Hi Buck!

I know you probs hear this everyday, but I thought id throw my thanks on the pile.

Pre-transition I wanted to transition very badly, but never thought i would. I thought that as a Transman i would have to get bottom surgery to be "real" and wouldn't be able to give up likeing to 'bottom' every now and again.

When I finally stumbled across your site, I actually might have cried a little. Because I thought, here is someone who has actually done it. Has said this is what I am, fuck you if you don't like it.
I don't want to say I never would have started the transition process without seeing your site, but I think I would have started a lot later and been a lot more trepidatious about my future.

Thank you. really. Thank you for putting yourself out there. Your not only educating the world and re-defining gender, but your a lighthouse of sorts helping to guide the next generation of trans folk.
You rock. Thank you.

Dearest Buck !

Oh great handsome one,

I'm actually having coffee with a brand new transman and your name came into our conversation. We are wondering how you can "market" yourself as the man with a pussy. For my part, I find it very difficult to be a man and tell people I still have some of my originals parts (!!!!!). For many trans guys, having a vagina isn't something that we will advertise or even feel right about. How does your gay acting partner feel about sex scenes with you ? At some point, do they think that all transmen want to be penetrated or like frontal sex ? Do you feel, that you need to educate them about that ?

I know that you love your work and that you are really proud of all that you have achieved but I think that the trans community would really like that you specify that the way you live your sexuality doesn't reflect the sexuality of all transmen.

Hope to hear from you soon,

Take care

BUCK ANGEL'S BUCKING THE SYSTEM SHOW 2

Buck Angel's new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter. Show #2 Buck reads his first email on the show.

Dear Buck

Dear Buck,


My name is Mark, I am a 100% totally gay man. However, I have to tell you the truth. I happen to think that you are without a doubt one of the hottest, sexiest awesome dudes I have ever seen in my life. You completely get my harmones raging. I first saw you on Maury, and I could not believe my eye's. For the longest time I have had a thing for men who look like you. And when I saw You, you were the one who did it for me. 100% SEXY! WOOF-DADDY. Kitty is one luck lady....Much love and respect my friend, Mark

CURIOS

Hi Buck

I wish to applaud you for taking a decision and making it through. In that case, I raise my hat and envy you for doing and achieving what you sat out to do. You are remarkable.

I am very curious.

I am a male. I suppose I am hedonist, enjoying the life as I think it should be doing what pleases me and paying for it. I am married and have a grown up daughter. I have had and still have fair share of sexual activity inside and out of wedlock.

Orgasm has been quite a talk between me and my females. Yes, I have had quite a few big O's in my life, where I did remain cmpletely motionless for a few minutes .. not long but quite a few minutes ...2 or 3 and then came back to life.

What I am curios about is: how do you make love to a woman? More likely to know how does she make love to you?

I know that penetration and ejaculation is just a part of lovemaking or sex, but to me, it is unthinkable not to have ejaculation and have orgasm ...

After watching your initial show, my wife and I, discussed it. We are quite open about our feelings and sexual acts and aids that enhance the act. We have used artificial penises and vaginas of various tactility and have come to the conclusion that there is nothing a woman likes more than the actual penis of a man penetrating, in and out, and his body next to her. Likewise, it is also my opinion that there is nothing like penetrating my penis into the vagina of a woman. Yes, I have tried one of those very expensive latex dolls. Actually, they are vey good but only a very poor substitute of a real woman.

Please be kind and satisfy my curiosity.

Thank you.

Congratulations

I had never heard of you until a week ago. In 24 hours time I saw you on 2 different tv channels, and heard you mentioned on Sirius radio. I think no matter what your chosen profession is, you are a great role-model. You are happy with your body (and rightly so), and you aren't ashamed of it.

Congratulations on your success while maintaining your true self.

Cirque Noir 2

Hi Buck Angel

have seen you in video called Cirque Noir, it must be the hottest thing i ever saw you with two guys you wore them out and it looked great. You give me aching hardons !! all the best hope you make more films with hot guys. best wishes, martin you seem a real nice guy aswell as wild at sex!

Buck Angel's Bucking The System Show One

Buck Angel's new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter.

Can't believe it

Buck,

I am a 31 year old straight female, mother of two. i was watching the WE show and was totally turned on by you. I consider myself pretty traditional sexually, but all i have to say is DAMN..do your thing hun..keep it going!!

LW

Buck's Dogs

Hi Buck,

My name is Gabriel and i'm a brazilian transmale. I believe i sent mail to you a long time ago, but it doesn't matter.

I always admired your work since i started seeing on the net. I was only able to see some photos of your work due to dial up net connection. Now i can see you talking and walking with a better net connection.

Besides admiring as a ground breaking transmale, i can now say that to me you r a very special human being, not because you r male, female or whatever, but because you help abandoned animals in Mexico.

I live in a city with a lot of them and my family and i rescued some dogs and cats from the streets. 9 dogs and three cats live with me, others were adopted, others put down to sleep due to diseases or hit and runs.

Being a ground breaking porn star is great, but at my eyes the help you give to these fellow brothers cannot be measured, and talks a lot more about the real man of character that you are.

I might sound corny but a cock is a peace of flesh, but a to have a heart, that is priceless.

I honestly hope that you keep growing as a porn star, being every day more successfull so you can keep helping more and more animals.

May you be always fortunate.

Peace

Gabriel.

Ps: It was good to see that i'm not the only one that let his dogs walk into their kitchen and around the house freely.

Buck!!!

Dear Buck,

You are my total inspiration for someone to stand up and tell your own personal truth to the world.. To telling the world you simply are what you are. I admire you so fucking much. You are just so OUT THERE and honest about who and what you are. I am inspired to do so my my own way in my simple gay male life.

How can I get an autographed photo of you, signed in your own hot little hand specially for me? I'd love to frame it for my wall.

I adore how you tell your own TRUTH by being what you are. Please keep it up.