Greetings from Great Britain

Hi Buck,

I'm sure you get plenty of emails telling you this - well, clearly - but I thought I'd throw in my appreciation-cents too.

I am a transsexual gay male. I'm really in the early stages of transitioning - I haven't had a session with a therapist of any sort yet, apart from a screening with a psychotherapist (I'm transitioning care of the National Health Service here in Britain). Nevertheless, I've been 'out' and living as male for the most part among most of my family and friends since November of 2008. I've always had a dream to be a male model, though I really doubt I'm good looking enough, and I love the photos I've seen of you. It's been inspirational.

When I decided to transition, I had one major concern: "bottom" surgery. My problem was that I didn't like the options available or the possibility of losing sensation for something that just wasn't for me. I respect other transmen who have metoidio/phalloplasty, it's their choice, but I always get frustrated when they (or non-trans people) assume I'm also planning to have one of these surgeries. I dunno how to say to them that I'm comfortable with my gear and using it with men; I started feeling like a bit of a madman. Then I came across you and other transmen who haven't had genital reconstruction, who were open and proud of their decision to forego it - for whatever reason - and I felt much more confident and comfortable about my own feelings.

So, thanks for being who you are, despite all the grief you must get from small-minded persons (trans and non-trans). You're a great man with a fuckin' fabulous body. I'll probably never get to meet you, so just thought I'd send this to say thank you. :)

- RH.

Gotta Say Wow!

Where does one start with an email like this!? Honestly I am somewhat in shock and don't quite know where i even found information about you on the internet at all! To start, about myself, I am a straight female who was lucky enough to be born with the body i would have chose for myself (as in female born female). I acctually don't exactly "frown" at the porn industry, except that I don't believe a person in a relationship should feel the need for it. Maybe i should say if I myself am in a happy and sexually fulfilling relationship I myself do not even like looking at other people and am not sexually stimulated by anyone but my partner, and believe i should be more than enough for my partner also.... and so don't like porn if i find my partner in a lie to me after they said they agree with the "no porn rule".

Ok maybe I'm rambling. Porn is for some not for all, and I can be conflicted by my feelings towards it. What my whole point in emailing you was that i acctually think its quite an amazing accomplishment you have made. I would never enjoy the work you're doing for myself, sexually it would turn me off honestly, but you are the first man with a vagina to be famous enough that even a straight woman who doesn't look at porn has found out about you! I think that even if some people see moral issues involved in this, you're only trying to bring enjoyment to people, and recognition that men CAN exist even if they lack a penis or were even born without one or in your case born with a vagina! The fact that you are also an american, maybe you can effect a change in that sometimes closeminded country in their views on who is male or female (such as how some states require removal of female sex organs which is in my opinion close to torture at this time for some persons who wish to be recognized as male.... at least until the technology is greatly improved).

Again just good job on what you're doing, and most especially in that you are making yourself happy. It might not mean alot from some random stranger, but maybe just the fact that i am a female born female, totally straight (even if i wanted to be lesbian to make things easier im very much not attracted to females), and raised in a not always open minded part of the world (Southern Ontario Canada), maybe this fact might be a nice little boost to your ego that people who chose completely different lifestyles than you can see the good in what you are doing. I hope it helps since i have seen how people who chose the same lifestyle as you may nay-say.

I'd love to get a reply from you if at all possible. If not im just hopeful you acctually read this and at least sends positive feelings.

Best of luck in all your future

Buck's Dogs

Hi Buck,

My name is Gabriel and i'm a brazilian transmale. I believe i sent mail to you a long time ago, but it doesn't matter.

I always admired your work since i started seeing on the net. I was only able to see some photos of your work due to dial up net connection. Now i can see you talking and walking with a better net connection.

Besides admiring as a ground breaking transmale, i can now say that to me you r a very special human being, not because you r male, female or whatever, but because you help abandoned animals in Mexico.

I live in a city with a lot of them and my family and i rescued some dogs and cats from the streets. 9 dogs and three cats live with me, others were adopted, others put down to sleep due to diseases or hit and runs.

Being a ground breaking porn star is great, but at my eyes the help you give to these fellow brothers cannot be measured, and talks a lot more about the real man of character that you are.

I might sound corny but a cock is a peace of flesh, but a to have a heart, that is priceless.

I honestly hope that you keep growing as a porn star, being every day more successfull so you can keep helping more and more animals.

May you be always fortunate.

Peace

Gabriel.

Ps: It was good to see that i'm not the only one that let his dogs walk into their kitchen and around the house freely.

Another FTM here :)

Hi Buck,

Saw you on a tv programme and found your website.
I'm a 22 year old ftm. Had metoidioplasty done 1,5 years ago.
Just want to say that I admire your guts to be so open about your
identity and body. Do you not find it hard without lower surgery? I
couldn't wait for my metoid. However you feel, I really admire your
guts. You're a strong man!

Hugs!

A few moments of your time

I know this address is intended to elicit prospective performers, I wondered if I might ask you a few questions?
Are you attracted to men or women? Are men who find you attractive as a man put off by your lack of male endowment? I am fascinated by you and I think what you offer our sexual culture is fantastic and groudbreaking. I applaud your fearlessness.