Dear Buck...

Many years ago, I was deeply in love with a “straight” guy whom I moved a couple of thousand miles and across about six states to be with, but let’s not go there! Needless to say that he used to tell me he could never get into the “ass-fucking” a guy thing, and the only way he could ever see himself settling down with a guy is if he had a pussy. And there you have it...I was his best friend and confidante, closer to him than most of the girls he ever screwed. But as long as I had just an ass and a dick, we could never be as “tight” as I wanted to be with him.

But it got me thinking...I had dated a few girls before learning to accept myself as a gay man. I’ve even had sex with a couple. But what would it be like...to be able to have a hot guy for a lover who actually had a pussy? Alas, I would never know what that would feel like...but thanks to you, I now know that it’s possible.

Titan has long been one of my favorite companies. As a writer of stroke fiction and a gay porn movie reviewer, I’ve seen a wide range of stuff. As a video store clerk at a place that sold all kinds of adult vids, I thought I’d seen it all. But that was before I saw the previews to something called CIRQUE NOIR. Now, I am usually a “vanilla” kind of guy. I like hot, straight-ahead sex with just that little twist of ‘kink’ every now and then. I don’t do the FALLEN ANGEL stuff – leather, live, real-time piercings, fisting, spitting, piss-drinking...none of that is on my menu. And no, I’ve never seen CIRQUE NOIR all the way through, either. But I couldn’t stop thinking about YOU. I knew about MTF and FTM transsexuals, and knew a lot more about MTF’s than their counterparts, mostly because there are MTF videos and movies galore. I mean, some of them even have roles on mainstream entertainment, both in movies and on TV! But before you, the butchest and closest celeb to anything that might be FTM – at least for me – was k.d. Lang, and she’s still physically a woman – as far as I know.

But you are the first, ‘in-ya-face’, straight up FTM I have ever seen who left me with my mouth open, my dick raging hard...and wanting to know more about FTM ‘tranny men.’ It’s spellbinding, confounding...and hot as hell! I think the last time I had a reaction like this was when I first heard “Lola” by The Kinks. You are as revolutionary to the porn world as that song was to rock. There will be many imitators that follow, but only one original.

I hear you about moving out of the United States. It’s my home country, but I don’t think it’s ever been as much of a fucking mess as it is right this minute. As a black man, as a gay man, as a BLACK GAY MAN in an interracial relationship...I often wonder what kind of a future my partner and I will have, if things keep going the way they have been. If I had the money and the resources to get us both the fuck out of here, to move to Amsterdam or Berlin or the Spanish coast or hell...just anywhere but here, I’d do it in a heartbeat.

Right now, I would just settle for the courage to be myself with everyone, and fuck what anybody else thinks. And that’s why I admire you as much for what you have accomplished, as I do for that sizzling hot stud body you’ve built with a little “some’n-some’n” extra. I will probably be a member of your website by the time you get this, and I am sorry that things are so extreme here in AmeriKKKa right now, that you possibly felt the need to get out just to insure your own personal safety. I’m sorrier still that because of that, I might never get the chance to meet you in person. But I did want to let you know that if your intention was to educate as well as fascinate and titillate, you have succeeded beyond your wildest dreams...at least with one guy!

Cirque Noir 2

Hi Buck Angel

have seen you in video called Cirque Noir, it must be the hottest thing i ever saw you with two guys you wore them out and it looked great. You give me aching hardons !! all the best hope you make more films with hot guys. best wishes, martin you seem a real nice guy aswell as wild at sex!

Cirque Noir

Hi, Buck –

I rented Cirque Noir a while ago, and just bought the extended version, based primarily on your participation in it. I’d never seen or heard of you before this vid came out, but the idea of a “man with a pussy” – especially fuckin’ butch man – intrigued me.

And all I can say – as a 100%, Kinsey 6, gay man – after watching your scenes in both versions is WOW!

I have never ever ever wanted to have anything to do with pussy (being a big ol’ bottom may have something to do with that) but your performance in Cirque Noir really flipped my switch. Great body, butch as all fuck-out, and believe it or not, your cunt turns me on! I love its smoothness and that big clit. I really got off on watching Tober Brandt work your clit during the watersports sequence.

So let’s just say that you’ve turned this 100% gay guy into someone who would gladly go down and eat (and fuck) pussy – but only if that pussy was on a butch FTM man.

Congrats on giving me a huge hardon!

Brad

BTW – Your interview on the bonus disc was also very good. I assume that you’ve endured a helluva lot of these “What’s it like . . ?” sessions before, but even so you very much impressed me with your grace and your attitudes toward sex and gender.

Bootlegger Caught Selling Your Movie

Hello Buck

First of all Congratulations on all of your success !!! You deserve it !!

I am a intersexed guy who learned of you through Nick's website. My husband and I were instant fans. We were immediately interested in your films and one day found what we thought was a "used copy" of Cirque Noir on E-BAY. We ordered the movie and found that it was a bootlegged copy. We then immediately contacted both E-BAY and Titan Films. When talking to Titan's law department we found out that they had knowledge of the guy who was bootlegging your movie as well as many(100 +) other films but had not been able to prosecute because buyers who complained to them had thrown away the packaging,returned the dvd for a nonexistant refund and could provide little info.
Luckily,we had saved all the packaging,dvd and info and provided it to them. Ebay has revoked the bootlegger's account and he is no longer able to sell on Ebay. Titan is currently filing a criminal case against this guy. You work way too hard to have your product stolen from you.

Just wanted to let you know that you have friends you've never met looking out for you. My husband and I are part of the Gay Leather community in Albuquerque and we believe in protecting our own. Considering the number of titles this guy has been bootlegging he'll be going away for quite a awhile.

Thank you Buck for taking the Transgendered community out of the freak show and giving us respectability on film and in the media. Please add our e-mail address to your mailing list.

Keep up the Terrific Work !!!

Woof !!!